ibelieveintruelove Wednesday 10th March 2010 21:47 | Despair |
Oh my gosh!!! Harry!!! You seem to have a running theme here of Dumbledore being a villain. Wonderfully well written, nice work!! |
worleybird Sunday 6th December 2009 20:54 | Despair |
OMG, it had me in tears. Though it is partly true. It is an amazing story. Oh, and I LOVE This means war |
Dad Saturday 6th June 2009 12:00 | Despair |
Grim and sad. |
GinevraMollyWeasley Sunday 28th December 2008 20:26 | Despair |
I loved it, but it is VERY depressing! |
pokos Sunday 23rd November 2008 20:21 | Despair |
Awesome story! |
potterlovesginny Monday 4th February 2008 11:55 | Despair |
I loved this! I've realised that I really enjoy angsty fics. I liked the abyss as well.
It's wierd, but I never really thought how bad the Dursely's really were. I suppose as they are children's books, J.K.R. cant emphasize the child abuse too much, Only after reading fics I realise how truely evil it is locking a child in a cupboard. I also didnt think about how odd it was that Dumbledore didnt check on Harry for eleven years. (Though he new something was wrong, since he must have thought it was odd that Harry was sleeping in a cupboard. He knew, as he put the address "cupboard under the stairs" on his first hogwarts letter. And why did he send hagrid. He went to see Voldemort personally for Gods sake.
I see that you've explained that Harry wasn't in his right mind when he did this, as i think that Ron and Hermiones crime isnt that terrible. They probably didnt want to hurt him further, which is why they didnt tell him. (By the way how did Ron and Hermione have time to get "intimite" before the Feast. Harry died of starvation so he obviously hasnt had any Hogwarts meals yet.)
I think Harry is really right when he says that the students of Hogwarts didnt deserve to be saved. They hate him til he saves the world, and then hes their hero for a couple of days, til something else happens.
I think that Harry is too strong to let something like thyis keep him down in the real world. He risked his life to save DRACO MALFOY in the last book, after hed just tried to kill him. |
potterlovesginny Monday 4th February 2008 11:55 | Despair |
I loved this! I've realised that I really enjoy angsty fics. I liked the abyss as well.
It's wierd, but I never really thought how bad the Dursely's really were. I suppose as they are children's books, J.K.R. cant emphasize the child abuse too much, Only after reading fics I realise how truely evil it is locking a child in a cupboard. I also didnt think about how odd it was that Dumbledore didnt check on Harry for eleven years. (Though he new something was wrong, since he must have thought it was odd that Harry was sleeping in a cupboard. He knew, as he put the address "cupboard under the stairs" on his first hogwarts letter. And why did he send hagrid. He went to see Voldemort personally for Gods sake.
I see that you've explained that Harry wasn't in his right mind when he did this, as i think that Ron and Hermiones crime isnt that terrible. They probably didnt want to hurt him further, which is why they didnt tell him. (By the way how did Ron and Hermione have time to get "intimite" before the Feast. Harry died of starvation so he obviously hasnt had any Hogwarts meals yet.)
I think Harry is really right when he says that the students of Hogwarts didnt deserve to be saved. They hate him til he saves the world, and then hes their hero for a couple of days, til something else happens.
I think that Harry is too strong to let something like thyis keep him down in the real world. He risked his life to save DRACO MALFOY in the last book, after hed just tried to kill him. |
mynameisginny Sunday 30th December 2007 10:05 | Despair |
Wow. I'm glad that things did turn out differently. But this was a really good way of showing what would have happened if one more thing had happened to harry. |
gymnastgal19 Thursday 11th October 2007 07:51 | Despair |
oh wow! Was Harry actually acting on his own terms?? I thought that he might be under the imperius curse. I\'m still kinda confused on that one... |
squidtamer Sunday 2nd September 2007 22:17 | Despair |
This story is absolutely awesome when I saved it for a day I had a foul mood myself. Bravo. I realise it took years to review this But I needed just the right craptastic day.
quick grammer note as this sentence bothers me:
"If you had been such a failure at teaching Potter Occlumency for me, you would be the most celebrated of all my Death Eaters, but you did it for yourself."
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CmdrHawkes Sunday 22nd October 2006 15:05 | Despair |
Nice and dark!
I generally don't go for agnsty stories but I loved the reasoning given by Harry (& Voldy) as to how screwed up HP could have become. Thanks.
Aside: I saw your note about finishing "This means war". I really love it too
"I howl at the moon"
"You howl at passing cars."
Classic
I have to ask - do you have a time feame on when that work might be completed - not to push (too much) but that was the first of yours I'd read and really look forward to its conclusion.
Thanks,
John
cmdrhawkes@comcast.net |
expetesso Saturday 11th March 2006 18:15 | Despair |
I clicked on the link for this story after seeing your acclaim in the "Best Of" awards, on a whim, really. I did not expect to find such an incredible speech by a passionate-hero-turned-dissenter
I have never been so impressed with a piece written "this one morning." There is a sophistication to the terseness, the closeness of the language, the off-cadences. There are areas where your clenched hold on the reader is looser than the rest (Harry's references, obliquely, to Ron/Hermione, Ginny/Dean, and Malfoy with the same degree of upset) and where it loosens far too much (the side story with Draco and Seamus being the betrayers at the end), but otherwise the dialogue and narrative are so tightly-woven.
This piece latched onto my lungs as I read, and every breath I took pulled me more fully into the story, created a fuller investment for me in Harry's decision. For we the readers, and the fic writers, are also those who abandoned this Harry. We, too, are guilty.
Lissa |
ridgeback77 Wednesday 31st August 2005 19:56 | Despair |
That was unbelievable. The pain and suffering, inflicted by those
who "cared" for him most of all, was truely devastating. I'd
almost like to get a glimpse of what happens in the wizarding world
after this event. Well done.
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BasketKiwi Monday 1st August 2005 18:17 | Despair |
Poor Harry
I liked it a lot. It was very angsty and sad, of course, and I usually don't like those very much, and it was a little confusing at first, but I liked it. It made me want to go "HA!" to everyone who was so evil to Harry. 'Cause the story was true (well, most of it) when it talked about Dumbledore and all the students abandoning him and stuff. They treat him like dirt the whole year while he's working out what's going on, and then when he figures it out and fights the evil, he's a hero for a few days before school ends, he goes back to the hell-hole for the summer, then it starts all over again. So, whenever I get mad at how Harry's life sucks thanks in part to many many people besides Voldemort, I'll pull this up and go "HA!"....... So, yeah. Nice job. |
jeanne Sunday 31st July 2005 16:02 | Despair |
So filled with common sense that it was scary. I have always wondered why Harry fought so hard for so little. Well done,and instead of finishing a fic with H/P,why not finish TMW??Harry and Pansy,pardon me while I bring up the really good meal I ate while reading your A/N. |
SunflowerLynx Saturday 30th April 2005 21:02 | Despair |
Hi. It's SunflowerLynx from ff.net. I followed you here and...guess I'm
working here now. I really like this story because it's so true. I've
found myself wondering at how Dumbledore can be so blind. He needs a
good sound thwaping. Possibly with a frying pan. But it's true. Voldie
doesn't hide behind pretenses, you do have to admire that, especially
when DumbleD plays on his words and acts like a conniving little
.
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thephantom114 Saturday 12th February 2005 15:09 | Despair |
So dark and agsty. loved it |
Blue Yeti Saturday 29th January 2005 18:37 | Despair |
*salivates* I just said everything that's relevant to this story in another one of yours (I pay no attention to names, sorry). When will people see that Dursleys does not a happy hero make?
Awesome. It was all so darn fitting, though perhaps slightly too exaggerated, though I can completely understand the effect that you needed for this to work, and if you take away Harry's Harryness, and had anyone else in his situations, then this is probably what you'll end up with. Though, OotP tried to give Harry less Harryness... |
dibberne Tuesday 11th January 2005 19:37 | Despair |
Jeconais,
I very much enjoy your writing style, as well as the break from the more common, relatively fluffy fanfiction. I have to say the part that struck me most was Voldemort's honnoring of Harry. Have you ever seen the movie "Gangs of New York?" One of the main characters held a celebration every year to honnor the death of the last "worthy" man he ever killed. Even enemies can respect each other.
Thanks for the story - dibberne |
Astrid Wednesday 22nd December 2004 00:08 | Despair |
Wow, that was deep. And extremely sad. I am very impressed. Kinda makes one think. Characters are really multi-faceted, not just all good or all bad.
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graup_hagrid Thursday 2nd December 2004 19:17 | Despair |
“Despair” is one of those fics that is hard to read, requires several winces, and tears at your heart. It is also riveting and haunting. As I pondered the story, I found myself wondering if it could happen.
Harry has been abused many times by the adults in his life. Could easily get to this point? Would the death of Remus push him over the edge?
I find myself pondering these feelings long after I have dismissed many other fics.
Great job! |
DADAGinny Thursday 18th November 2004 13:03 | Despair |
Wow, nice and depressing. I enjoyed it as a change from your general fluffiness. Good work! Very Sad!
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red_jacobson Thursday 11th November 2004 16:31 | Despair |
That was harsh Tim! I understand about writing things in a foul mood though, I do it myself *GRIN* Still looking forward to WK,GQ and This Means War, and, hopefully, The Witch and the Warrior will be continued as well.
red |
ninkenate Wednesday 10th November 2004 21:47 | Despair |
I'm sorry I wasn't signed in for that last review. I hope your schedule works for you as you plan. I keep telling myself that priorities and plans are a good thing. It might work for me one day. |
brad Monday 8th November 2004 23:37 | Despair |
"I just felt Potter die". *Brrrr*.
Excellent little story. While I don't think it could ever happen
- the books are much more upbeat than this, even OotP, with Harry, even
while ranting, still considerate of others and following his 'saving
people thing' - you've got me wondering as to how *close* a thing it
could be. And you've raised a few points that really make one
wonder about the 'good guys', even in canon. For example, exactly
*why* didn't Dumbledore or anyone check on Harry's upbringing for his
first eleven years? And it was awfully insensitive of Dumbledore
to dump everything onto Harry - the prophecy, etc - mere hours after
he'd seen his Godfather murdered - and then shoo him off to the
Dursleys for another summer.
Why didn't they even think of letting one of Harry's friends - Ron? -
stay with Harry at the Dursleys? Or other ways of making his
summers more enjoyable while still exploiting the 'blood magic'
protection?
I'm disappointed that Ron & Hermione hid their relationship from
Harry - that little snippet jars a lot, a devestating crack in the
relationship amongst the Trio - but I couldn't help but think of a
couple of answers to Harry's question ("Why should I fight Voldemort?")
that might have swayed him (although I guess the matter was academic by
the time it was posed to Dumbledore). For some reason "Luna"
comes across as a possible friend who probably stood by Harry at
Hogwarts, and certainly they had a recent connection from the end of
OotP. Or "The Weasleys" or "Arthur and Molly" might have
worked. Although I guess you have Harry thinking that they too
had 'lied' to him, in abandoning him over the summer.
Still, the mere fact that Umbridge was still present at Hogwarts, still
in a position of authority, damns the entire Wizarding community, of
course ... (!)
Thanks for the story!
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alueua Monday 8th November 2004 09:34 | Despair |
Wow. Powerful. I could really feel Harry's despair and how tired (for the lack of a better word) he is with life and the war.
This part got me:
"Tell me," he whispered, his sibilant voice echoing as eerily as Harry's had earlier. "Who is more evil? Me? Or the people that left him alone, struggling with guilt, struggling with depression, with people who locked and imprisoned him in a room, and took away all his means of contact.
In many ways, it is true. The part that surprised me was how Voldemort wanted to honor Harry. After it was explained, it made sense. |
cyd_thain Monday 8th November 2004 07:43 | Despair |
well, jeconais, big thanks for the news on TMW and as for this bit - waay too dark, but raising some points that most fanfiction writers around tend to ignore, imho - mostly discarding OOTP harry as being angsty teen and then miraculously (as a rule) getting over it - well, it dunt happen that way, 's good to see that others think the same way - very curious about how JKR will get over harry's foul moods from bk5 in half-blood prince |
Ash Sunday 7th November 2004 19:15 | Despair |
This was terribly depressing, but immensely satisfying, for all the quiet abuse Harry has suffered and the way everyone ignores it. I keep hoping that DD will have some really good excuse for why things had to go the way they did for Harry. If he doesn't, then something like this could very well happen this summer. Here's Harry--physically exhausted, grieving, angry and confused. Oh, and guilty. And heeeeere's Vernon--huge, bullying git with a chip on both shoulders and ORDERS from those awful wizards not to touch Harry or abuse him. Yeah. That's a recipe for disaster if I've ever seen it.
I suppose that's why JKR says this summer will be Harry's shortest stay at Privet Drive ever.
Anyway, glad to see you're still writing. I must say that I like this piece better than the Abyss, which seemed to try to meld humor and horror together in a way that I found . . . disturbing more than intriguing. This Harry makes more sense to me. Of course, this Harry has no fight left in him. (shudder)
Thanks for writing this. I had a bad day today, and this was marvellously cathartic. |
Lupus Sunday 7th November 2004 07:10 | Despair |
Although it is rather depressing, you did a brilliant job of this story. Superb writing!
My only niggle would be that the betrayal of Harry's friends does not seem quite potent enough. But, I suspect, you would say that he already was in such a bad state of mind that it just pushed him over the edge.
I look forward to your next updates of TMW! A you planning on finishing Fifth House at all? It has a brilliant beginning but you left Harry & Draco rather in the lurch.
I think I prefer your happy stories, but this one is still very good! Well done! |
DailyProphetReporting Sunday 7th November 2004 06:53 | Despair |
Tim, you never cease to amaze me. When I'm feeling foul, I either watch movies or play video games where I can blow things up. You, on the other hand, sit down and crank out something like this. Wow.
Now, I can't say I'm particulary convinced about your characterizations here (especially Harry's take on Ron and Hermione and the suddenly respectful Voldemort) but that's mostly beside the point. You're obviously out to send a message and that you've had to bend the characters a little bit to do it certainly doesn't detract too much from the result.
I think the story works fairly well because it's relatively simple and it's not too much of a stretch to get from the utterly lost and depressed Harry we see at the end of OotP to the beaten Harry we see here. Were it not for his friends and his own resolution not to be beaten (both of which you treat with, the latter better than the former in my opinion), he really wouldn't have much to fight for.
"For me," Albus said, almost inaudibly.
"Was that so very hard to say?" Harry asked. "But I'm afraid that I don't know you. I have no wish to know someone that abandons an orphan, and goes eleven years without a single check up. I have no wish to know someone who allows a child to be locked in a cupboard while growing up, to be treated as a slave. And then, even when he does know about all this, forces that young man, still suffering from guilt and anguish over the death of his Godfather, back there."
I found that bit particularly cutting and effective as trust and faith in Dumbledore is so central to the series. And I found the way you used Voldemort's monologue to reinforce that nicely by emphasizing the blame Dumbledore and everyone else shared in Harry's defeat.
Anyway, this was quite an interesting quick read. Good job. -KC |
weirdsister Sunday 7th November 2004 00:01 | Despair |
Another brilliant story from you. It's amazing how the same facts can be made to show diverse viewpoints. This must be the only fic I've read where I like Voldemort.
Weirdsister. + |
Jenadamson Saturday 6th November 2004 20:25 | Despair |
Wow, that was an incredibly powerful piece; it showed a very dark side of Harry, and I have rather mixed emotions about that, but I still enjoyed the story.
I have a tendency - when reading a book - to like the characters the author intends his or her readers to like (and vise versa); I sort of follow the author naively down whatever path they go - and I can't seem to wrap my mind around a Dumbledore who would be so unthinking of Harry's feelings (esp. after his mistake in OotP) to let Harry's problems go unnoticed,. I also feel that Rowling has shown us repeatedly that both Hermione and Ron are willing to put Harry ahead of themselves - it's their role in the story as sidekicks and Harry's support system. Harry - as the hero of the tale - will come first.
Given that, I still very much enjoyed what you've done here. Were Ron and Hermione to become completely engrossed in one another (and if Harry did not have Ginny's company to rely upon) and was Dumbledore truly a selfish man, I could see and understand Harry's actions in this story. Obviously (thank the powers that be, I suppose) it won't happen like this is the series. Harry's a remarkably strong character - his lack of fear of death (which I think you showed subtly in this story), coupled with his support system, makes him that much more 'heroic' and stronger - and however he achieves it, I think he'll overcome the villain (who is still Voldemort). You did a great job of showing why he needs his support system.
You portrayed Voldemort oddly too, though I rather enjoyed that - he's noble in a way we don't see in the stories. Although, I don't agree with Harry's words that Voldemort doesn't lie; I think Voldemort has built his whole empire on lies.
I really enjoyed the bit about Draco's color changing on the map - nice to see a bit of humor in an otherwise dark fic. The stuff with Ginny and Dean didn't bother me, they're just being normal teenagers - although for Harry's sake I wish she could have been there for him.
Goodness, I didn't intend this to be so long. Sorry it turned into an analysis on the books as well as your story. I do think this was a great story and I'll probably read it many more times. It's very few words, but you've managed to put a lot of emotion into it and you've done a great job of manipulating your audiences emotions as well.
Jen |
Sunday 7th November 2004 04:29 | Despair (Author Response) |
Thanks :)
One of the things that a lot of people missed, was that I deliberately
didn't say that Ginny and Dean were having sex. I said that Ron
and Hermione were having sex, and Draco was as well - but that Ginny
and Dean had a make-out session. Now the question is, how could
Harry know that? When the map only changes colour when they are
actually having sex.
He didn't know, he presumed the worst. Dean was going to tell
Harry, but was stunned before he could - and that kinda put the kaibosh
on anyone else doing so.
Voldemort is indeed a liar - and manipulative. And he's been
inside Harry's head. All summer Harry has been under attack, and
he finally failed - mainly due to the lack of care at the
Dursleys. All of Harry's views and opinions are twisted because
of that fact. He presumed the worst for G/D and saw it as kind of
a betrayal (and read into that what you like) as that was what he
wanted to feel.
For the first time, Harry felt alone: His friends had betrayed him (or
so he thought) everyone else he loved were dead (although he only had
Voldemorts word for that).
There were some mistakes on Dumbledores part - but there could have
been mitigating circumstances for that. Again, Harry presumed the
worst.
Voldemort systematically destroyed Harry's opinion of his own support
base, so that minor infractions were blown up into something scary.
Thanks for the review and the analysis - I really wanted to make people
think with this - that building a foundation for Harry on something
that in itself, isn't that strong, is not a good idea. He needs
something strong to fight for and to base his efforts on...
... and that should definitely be
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Shadow Hider Saturday 6th November 2004 18:34 | Despair |
this is really good... |
p0tterfan Saturday 6th November 2004 16:58 | Despair |
Story didn't make much sense ... but oh well ... too many characters
acting unlike themselves I believe. But a foul mood would explain
it I guess ...
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Ashtur an'Vangan Saturday 6th November 2004 16:41 | Despair |
Well now, very nice, very strong. All of this is very believable,
and the fact that things won't go in this direction in the books says
more about Harry's own strength than anything.
I think the sex comments were unnecessary and jarring... some other way
for Harry to dismissed Ron and Hermione would have been better, but
overall, it's a very strong story.
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Rhymes With Orange Saturday 6th November 2004 16:07 | Despair |
You, sir, are the reigning king of angst with this one. Ouch. Very painful. Very sad.
Beautifully executed, but what a painful premise. Poor Harry.
I await the next installment. (Of whatever, although I must admit I was greatly looking forward to more of This Means War!) |
Zaptor Saturday 6th November 2004 15:56 | Despair |
Wow. Very good. I haven't read something like this for a while. You make Voldemort seem almost good compared to Dumbledor. Are you continuing this or was that a one shot? It's good either way. |
Sunday 7th November 2004 04:32 | Despair (Author Response) |
Nope, this is a pure one shot :)
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thehopefulGinnyPotter Saturday 6th November 2004 12:11 | Despair |
Interesting. I thought it was also rather sad. Would you be so kind as to tell me where i can find your other stories?
~thGP
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wvchemteach Saturday 6th November 2004 11:54 | Despair |
This story just kind of blindsided me. I guess I've been in a mood here lately where I've been avoiding angst/tragedy so I kind of went into this story expecting something more like your usual work.
I do think this story is a worst case extreme scenario. While I can see Ron/Hermione getting so wrapped up in one another that I can see them ignoring Harry I think that Dumbledore is slowly learning his lesson and will endeavor to mend fences with Harry.
I also we see signs by the end of OOTP that Harry is progressing normally through the grieving process and that while Sirius death will be painful, I don't think it will be debilitating.
The most troubling aspect for me personally was the Ginny/Dean in the Room of Requirement. You kind of left it open to the imagination as to what they were doing, but hinted heavily towards total intimacy. That to me is completely OOC for Ginny. Since OOTP people have completely dropped the pre-OOTP characterization of Ginny and have often made her essentially a female verions of Fred and George combined.
While I think Ginny has the twins mischieviousness and enjoyment of life we tend to forget that she has been sheltered by her parents as well...lest we forget that fact that Molly held Ginny's hand during the first two books in public. Personally, I don't think Ginny will be willing to give herself to just any boy (and personally I think the only she would be willing to give herself to before marriage would be Harry). I've noticed that in the Fandom there is a tendency to treat the kids as normal everyday modern teenagers, but I think that the truth of the matter is that Wizarding teens tend to behave much more conservatively towards the opposite sex than your average teens. And a pureblook like Ginny would be even more conservative in that area.
The other major OOC aspect of Ginny giving herself to a boy is her whole experience with the diary. I personally think the only person she will ever be able to fully trust to share herself completely with emotionally and physically will be Harry who saved her from the diary.
Otherwise a well written yet completely depressing story (I think I liked The Abyss better though since at least it had an ending in which the the two were together). |
Saturday 6th November 2004 11:54 | Despair (Author Response) |
Actually, I was very careful about what I said...
Ginny's make-out session with Dean
I did not say that that Ginny and Dean had sex, and I did that for a reason. It was just Harry presuming that
they were making out, I said that the map changed colour when they were
having sex - Draco with himself and Ron and Hermione with each
other. Harry had no evidence that they were actually having
sex, or he would have said so. Ginny and Dean could just have
been talking - it could have been Ginny telling Dean that Ron thinks
they are dating, and nothing else.
And I did warn people at the start :)
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Cygnus Crux Saturday 6th November 2004 11:42 | Despair |
I forgot say that the fic was very well written (I especially enjoyed the philosophical issues about the nature of evil) even though I disagree with the characterisation.
I also forgot to mention mention why I disagree with the characterisation, so here it goes: This fic hinges on Dumbledore not havining learned from the mistakes he admitted to have made at the end of OoTP. Old habits do die hard, but Dumbledore's choice to have a heart to heart with Harry and Moody's not too subtle threat towards the Durselys shows (IMO) that he realised that the patronising/ignoring strategy would have been disastrous if perpetuated any longer. Of course, I'm pretty sure you already knew this but chose to disregard that interpretation of canon to make this fic work.
Again, on the Harry/Pansy attempt. Let me know where and when it's up. |
Saturday 6th November 2004 11:42 | Despair (Author Response) |
Ahh, I was going to ask you why you thought it was out of character
One of the things that I deliberately didn't bring up in this is the
motivations behind peoples actions. I didn't explain why
Dumbledore didn't check up on Harry, because I felt that for the story
it was better left open.
A lot of Harry's reactions were influenced by Voldemort.
Voldemort spent the entire summer attacking Harry's mind, and Harry
almost won - but can you imagine the pressure that put Harry under, and
at the end, Voldemort was in his mind, twisting his emotions and
his feelings, poisoning, if you will.
Here's a question for you: Is Remus dead? Dumbledore certainly
didn't think so, all you have is Voldemort's words, and the vision that
Harry saw, while in Voldemort's mind.
Of course, on the other hand, you could be absolutely right *laugh* It's one of the reasons I left it vague.
The Harry/Pansy story will probably only be posted on FF.net, as not
many places support the ship - and while I tried to convince the other
admins to let me post it here, I was denied *sob*
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ryusongoku Saturday 6th November 2004 09:20 | Despair |
As I told you the first time I read it... Amazing! |
Stormdelver Saturday 6th November 2004 07:16 | Despair |
Great material- of course very dark but you know there is a ray of truth to it all, it makes you wonder why heros in stories suffer so greatly for no reason, and never ask themselves just why, guess it wouldn't fit into our mind-sets of what a hero is. I do hope you work on This Means War- I have followed that fic for some time and have long awaited an update- I will have to check out your White Knight... story as well. As always you write well, very perceptive characterization and a great question of who is really evil. Thanks for this fic, It gave me a few ideas. Best regards and good writing. |
Katieay Saturday 6th November 2004 06:51 | Despair |
Wow. This is... dark, and amazing. Everyone's still in character, with you only showing their darker sides. Just like in Abyss, you've showcased Dumbledore's weaknesses, and I absolutely love the comparison of "the better of two evils" with Voldemort coming out as more honest. It's not something that ever occurred.
Reading about Harry standing topless and thin and horrible was like watching a stage play, in that I saw it in my head and gasped in horror with the rest of Hogwarts.
You write drama and angst as well as you write your comedy... if not, better, as you have more room for descriptions and pulling serious emotions from your reader here.
Excellent story Jeconais!
Katie |
Bring and Fly Saturday 6th November 2004 06:43 | Despair |
I sit here, at the keyboard, speechless. This is an idea I have seen before but never showing so much power, suppressed anger and logic behind it. Every step followed on from the last building painfully to the conclusion. You actually managed to make me feel a flicker of something other than fear/dislike for Tom Riddle during his final speech. The man, snake-whatever he is, does have a b****y good point!
It really does beg the question; will canonHarry ever have these thoughts and what path will he choose to take if he does?
As for the point in your A/n... I have enjoyed whatever you have written, including WK GQ (even as a die-hard H/G fan!) and am prepared to wait for whatever you feel like sharing with us because I never know quite what to expect from your work. You never go where I expect and I like that immensely. So, thanks.
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hairy_hen Saturday 6th November 2004 05:05 | Despair |
I thought this was really good. Strangely enough, I took an odd pleasure in reading about Harry's death and Voldemort's victory. Who's more evil, indeed? (Well, that's obvious, really, but Dumbledore sure didn't earn himself any favors.) Very powerfully written--excellent work. |
sweetcheeks Saturday 6th November 2004 04:04 | Despair |
I enjoyed reading this story even if it was a little depressing but it was good all the same. I am glad that you are definately finishing off the other stories I enjoyed reading wk/gq on your journal and I cant wait to read the rest of it hurry hurry hurry. Do you have any estimates on when WK/GQ and TMW will be finished?
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Allie Kiwi Saturday 6th November 2004 01:49 | Despair |
Wow, great story, Tim! I must that Harry is bearing the brunt of everyone's expectations, so I agree with the sentiments you have him professing. Very powerful stuff. |
Arnel Saturday 6th November 2004 01:44 | Despair |
Wow! I never thought Harry would have the courage to actually give up! As Hermione so aptly puts it in OotP, his 'saving people thing' usually gets in the way of such deeds; you've shown there's another side to courage. Also, the more I think about it, you're absolutely right about Dumbledore's abandonment of Harry and how his near demise at the Dursleys ended up being the icing on Voldemort's cake.
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Armand Friday 5th November 2004 23:45 | Despair |
Well, what can I say. Very dark, but very true. Many
authors have written fics that ask the question "Why should I fight?",
and each of them produce a relationship or something as the
reason. I believe that this is the first story I have read that
follows human behavior a bit better. Everyone has a breaking
point, and once that point is passed it is nearly impossible for that
person to come back.
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Iris Friday 5th November 2004 22:41 | Despair |
Wow....the twist you put on the story is definately plausible considering what happened in ootp.
That was absolutely chilling... |
Gridley Friday 5th November 2004 22:34 | Despair |
Um. Wow? Ouch? Eek? Zarth?
Not really sure how I feel about this one. Technically it is excellent - and you certainly know how to play on emotions. But whether I like it or not... I'm not sure.
It is, nevertheless, a brilliant piece of writing, and I congratulate you for being able to write it. |
Lyambren Friday 5th November 2004 21:54 | Despair |
That was wonderfully written. Highly depressing...it's a good thing that you put that warning at the beginning... but very well written.
Off to read something amusing now before I start to cry.
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Carpe_Nocturn Friday 5th November 2004 21:43 | Despair |
That was probably the saddest story I have ever read. The bad thing is I can see that really happening if things don't change soon for Harry. It's a great story in a tormented sorta way. As always I feel privliged to read it.
Thanks
~Xand |
Delani Friday 5th November 2004 19:38 | Despair |
How....depressing. Of course, literature doesn't have to be all fluff balls and pretty things "wrapped in a red ribbon," as Magnolia Mama put it. I'll admit, I'm partially reveiwing because my new goal is to be a second year within a month(), but this deserves a review, my goal or not. I don't think (nor hope!) the end will turn out this way, but it was most certainly interesting to read. Your writing as always caught my eye, be it for sugary fluff or captivating angst (the latter harder to find but better to read, IMHO) This piece really captures the title; there's nothing else to feel but depair.
Delani |
Ima Quidditch Fan Friday 5th November 2004 19:26 | Despair |
Chilling... I am still shaking. You are such a wonderful writer! |
takon65 Friday 5th November 2004 19:20 | Despair |
I can honestly see something like this happening. Its honest, and truthful and very scary. It reminds me of a old story about the most inconsequential of things making the kingdom be lost. It all started with a nail missing from a horse shoe..
Jeconais, in this piece I can see Harry being both the nail and the shoe. With just a little bit of care and maintaince, the world, or atleast your part of it would be very,very different.
I've enjoyed all you have written, "This Means War" and "Madness" and its sequel/s have been my favorite so far. "The Fifth House" I 've seen that on other sites, is it an abandoned work? If so, that is a shame, because its premise is awesome, and its very funny.
Keep up the good work and I hope you have fun doing it,
Takon |
parakletos Friday 5th November 2004 18:56 | Despair |
I liked this the first time you posted it. I think it's a very strong
piece of writing and poses a number of questions which don't always get
answered.
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